I miss him so much. I thought being busy would help but it’s actually not. It sucks not being able to text him when I get off. Coming home to an empty bed….this is sad, I’ve been holding back tears since he left.I can’t go a day without thinking of him. Even though I know I.won’t hear from him til next week I still check the mail like something is gonna be there. The house is quiet. No one to talk to, no one to laugh with. Its just me now:/ i never thought it would be this depressing……June can’t come fast enough. These days feel like endless months…..